First things first - My heart goes out to two very close friends. They have lost their first child. Natalie and Denis have waited so long for their little one and now they only have grief to show for that time spent trying. I have no words to express how deeply saddend I am. You can read for yourself at Nat's blog. Den, Nat, we love you and are here for you. We are so sorry for your loss.
And this is only the latest of our friends who have lost loved ones. Another of our friends lost his best friend. We love you Joe, and feel your pain. Shea recently lost one of his friends so he knows very much how you feel. If you need to talk you know how to find us.
And now for us - our internet is getting turned off. Volentarily we are shutting it off to afford to pay other bills and to get out of debt. This is a luxury we cannot afford any longer. Things have gotten terribly worse since Katrina and there are very few ways to get out of this hole we've dug. My parents are helping with what they can and we appreciate all the friends who bring business my way, but unfortunately I wll not be able to continue with my line of work for a while. Probably a long while. I really don't see any way we will be turning cable back on unless some miracle happens. So for now this is my last post. I hope to be able to post every so often to update you but that depends on alot of other things like getting access to free wifi or borrowing another computer.
Will miss you all and my heart goes out to all my friends who have lost those that meant the world to you. I love you, Shea loves you. Call if you need to.